Mood Board: Changes

So Moody

Hair, it’s constantly changing, at least for me it is. There are so many choices. so many colors and textures\, how can a girl choose?
If you know me, you know that my hair is everlastingly going through phases. The other day I was in the mirror, with scissors in Β  hand wand was two seconds away from giving myself bangs again. I told myself about 3 years ago, I wouldn’t do it again, so whyyyyy?? I trimmed, but didn’t take the plunge. I am thinking about chopping it all off though. My ends are horrible, and maybe it’s good excuse for a new look. I haven’t really been looking or feeling cute lately, I need to do something.
But realistically, right now I’ve been focusing more on color.
I’m slowly transitioning, and have been trying to get rid of all the brassy orange in my hair, i stages. I’m trying my best not to do bleach, but chemicals will always be toxic. I’ve been counteracting with deep conditioners religiously, hoping I don’t end up bald, like my mother always told me I would.
I’ve been in love with this dark ashy blonde, or light ash brown kind of color, and I’m trying to slowly get to it. I’ve been using toners like Wella’s T18 and 050Β , bc we all know purple is the opposite of yellow on the color wheel. And if you didn’t, now you know. I know I have to do another session of bleach to go lighter, but really?? Ugh. So annoying.