My dates with Mary Ann, one day we’re at a strip club, the next time, we’re at a book store, looking up good reads about being spiritually uplifted. Lately I’ve been feeling a little down about myself. Not necessarily in a depressing way, but more like I want to change the way I view things, I want to be more positive, inspiring, at ease.
I’m not necessarily a negative person, but lately, especially since I started working at my new job, I’ve realized if my thoughts were a scale ranging from saying something negative, or to saying something positive, my lips usually blabber the worst of the two.
That’s not to say that I have cruel intentions, I naturally care for others well being, usually go out of my way to help, have an open ear, I think I’m a good person, but sometimes my mouth gets the best of me.
One thing that stood out to me, was a simple quote, that stuck out like a sore thumbThat struck me so deep. It’s all about choices, one tiny thing can change your mood, make your day better, make someone elses day better. A simple smile can make a difference. I want to be a better me, and maybe I just have to keep in mind that every little thing counts, and no one else can alter my mood but myself. It’s up to me if I let it get to me. Maybe instead of thinking what I can do to be the light, one day I’ll get to be everything it represents.